my journey

Setiap manusia mempunya perjalanan hidupnya masing-masing. Mulai dari yang paling menyenangkan sampai yang paling memalukan dan menyebalkan sekalipun. Tentunya aku merasakan itu. ya! semua rasa dalam kehidupan, sudah hampir semuanya aku rasakan. Karna hidup punya banyak rasa.

Setiap tahun, aku akan menjadi remaja-dewasa-tua. Aku benci menjadi tua. Kadang aku ingin kembali ke masa lalu dimana saat-saat aku masih bisa tersenyum lepas. Terasa sangat bahagia! Masih belum banyak pikiran seperti saat ini. Otak terpenuhi oleh hal-hal yang tidak penting untuk dipikirkan. Masalah sekolah,rumah,teman,les,uang,pink,pacar dan sesuatu yang tidak penting lainnya! Tapi bagaimanapun juga, inilah hidupku! inilah jalan hidupku! inilah takdirku! inilah takdir dari seorang Yunida! anak yang selalu galau saat kesepian


By the way~ aku lagi pengen bagi-bagi foto nih. Mulai dari muka aku yang cupu a bitch abis, sampe yang sekarang *tetep cupu*
yuks nih cekidot guys :

Foto waktu masih kelas 6 SD nih haha-_-

Foto waktu udah kelas 1 SMP dongseee~

ini udah kelas 2 SMP *sebelahku ada sapi*

ini waktu aku lagi dandan cewek banget loh guys~

Ini aku sok-sokan jutek gitu. aslinya ga jutek kok hehe

Waktu pake poni depan gini haha =))

Dan sejauh ini, foto ini yang terbaru hehe


Oke deh ya, sudah cukup ceritaku yang agak geje ini. Maklum lagi jadwalnya G-A-L-A-U.buh bye~

When you love someone

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…

Mia cara, bellissima Lanavera

They said that it is Love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you are not part of their happiness. So i guess it is truly Love that I've been feeling for you for all I want is to see you happy.

I can't give you the kind of Love that you've been searching all this times. You deserve someone who could be there for you in those coming years, and make every little details of your dreams comes true. Someone who could grow old together with you; laugh  with you and wipe your tears away through good and dab times.

And for some reasons I knew I could never be that person for you, x18Rx. Your happiness is my only consideration, and that's the real reason why I have to let you go.Please try to understand that....

Just remember that I will always love you in a special way. And promise me one thing! Promise me that you'll find your own true love no matter what happen. Be happy with her, x18Rx. Be happy for me.
        Arrivederci amore mio
        Son tuo sampre
Your love

Bellamore

Teman, mari kubisikan padamu  kisah tentang sebuah keindahan cinta yang pernah hadir menghangatkan hatiku dengan membawa beribu rasa bagi sang jiwa.

Namun ternyata takdir memiliki rahasia yang tak dapat kupahami dengan pasti. Cinta itu pun terenggut dariku membawa semua asa serta menorehkan luka pada jiwa nan sepi ini.

Kukira takkan pernah kumiliki lagi sebuah cinta dengan keindahan yang mampu membuatku terlena. Namun takdir memang memiliki sebuah rahasia yang akhirnya dapat kupahami sepenuhnya.

Jadi marilah kuingatkan kembali padamu akan pepatah tua yang pernah berkata bahwa mencintai seseorang tak harus selalu dibarengi dengan memiliki raganya semata.

Dan inilah yang kini menjadi pemahamanku. Walau telah kumiliki cinta sejati yang baru, namun kutahu cinta yang pernah kumiliki dulu akan selalu menjadi dari kenanganku.

                                                                  Bellamore---
                                                                Beautiful love,
......dan itulah kisahku tentang keindahan cinta yang kerlipnya akan hidup di hati selamanya.

Rihanna - We Found Love

i'll be - edwin mccain

Suka aja sama lagu ini. Terkesan romantis banget! coba deh dengerin. Apalagi yg lagi galau. Lagu ini malah bikin galaumu semakin dalam dan kamu akan menikmati keadaan galaumu. nihh aku sediain lyricsnya

"I'll Be"

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive and not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus]

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.